My Soul Urge Number is 4 ._.

lagi hitseu nih ngitung soul urge number, ngitungnya dari nama sih, but you can casually type your name in some free websites, they’ll count for you:) ininih hasilku :’)

Dear Nessya Sidya Raras Suraduhita, your soul urge number is 4 which mean have color soul . Below are the explanation of soul urge number 4:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes.

Positive Traits : Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

Negative Traits : The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don’t be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

kampret sih. banyak benernya :| apalagi part negative traitsnya.

kepikiran nggak sih orang pertama yang nemuin ginian siapa? iseng bener coba ngitung2 nama orang, terus bikin daftar karakteristik :”“”“”“”

satria agung | prasidya suraduhita | anca paranca \m/

they said you won’t have any bigger/wider friendship circle once you get 20. 

I never understand people.

what so hard about being honest? what so hard about being straight forward?

I never understand people, but I do understand there’ll always be a motive behind one’s behaviour.

Most of the times, I have my own conclution about “why this thing happened” and “why that thing happened”. Mostly failed. and exaggerated. 

We assume. We believe on the “temporary assumption”. We make excuses. We have double-standard. We are ……. complex.

Feelings are complex.

I never understand myself, why do she always being straight forward and regret for doing so. 

Why she keep trying to bare the excuses. Make excuses for others. and regret it later ((for the burden she kept))

I never understand myself. Why she keep thinking the thing she doesn’t even need to think. Why she is being overwhelmed.

I NEVER UNDERSTAND MYSELF. WHY AM I BEING OVERTHINK EVERY NIGHT?

annoying self. i’m getting older. ew. 

classic nechon is classic. she always drown in every words she said ((((inside her head))))

 COMPLEX HUMAN IS COMPLEX. AM I RIGHT? :”)))

please please please please give me a yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

P.S. : I guarantee that once I wake up in the next morning, this post will be super trash.

P.P.S : super disgusted for the next morning, yet, I won’t delete the post. like really. 

P.P.P.S : macem-no-more-teenager-yang-galau. super trash and ew.

P.P.P.P.S : eh kok udah jijik? oh udah pindah hari ternyata.

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sincerely.

nessya yang sedang tersesat di Sulkus Entralis Posterior, Ganglia Dasar.

aku kangen.

I got my hype back! hehehe . pardon my eyebag. dan wadah sabun itu ‘OTL

It must be the same in all elementary schools.

(元記事： japanlove (japanloveから))

because Acchan turned out as Arale ((((((again))))) followed by some other worse and scarier things. I’d better go to bed. period.

i’m feeling anxious. those scary thoughts been running throuh my head here and there. here and there. here and there. going over the ear up until the chest. almost kill my butterflies. 

draft post tumblr yang tertunda

pas bukabuka draft post, ternyata ada yang nyantol :”
postingan foto kamar kosan. nyahaha. kwek.

well, take a look!

tadah! ini nyala! 5 menit sajaaaa~~ XD

sebenernya kamarnya sekarang udah nggak gini sih, hahaha

aku suka pindah-pindahin barang. paling lama bertahan satu semester.

keliatan itu dari foto kok, bulan apa ini foto diambil. sekarang bulan apa ._. sekarang nggak serapi itu (((WTH! Rapinya kayak gitu, berantakannya gimana)))

ya well, I will post the photo of my recent room. kalo sempat. 

(((((kayak artis aja)))))

((((biarin deh, kenang-kenangan buat entar kalo sudah besar. hix))))

hari jerapah sedunia!

being 20 is not that bad :P at least I’m not getting any wrinkles ((((yet)))) :P

Those people are very kind and warm to me , kecuali bagian telur busuknya ._.

orang2 yang doa baik2 hari ini semoga terkabul dan kembali pada anda sekalian ya!

Saya berjanji akan mengurangi jam tidur. Berjanji lebih produktif. Berjanji membaca lebih banyak buku. Berjanji tidak terlalu banyak mainan socmed ((ugh!)). Berjanji untuk makan lebih bergizi. Berjanji untuk tidak gampang emosi dan nggak mikir keburuburu. Berjanji untuk enggak mager ((((hardest!!)))). Janji yang diposting di blog pribadi, setidaknya supaya jadi komitmen ke orang lain yang (mungkin) baca blog ini. Karena biasanya janji pada diri sendiri adalah janji yang paling gampang dilanggar.

Saya berjanji (dan berdoa) untuk tidak melewatkan sedetik saja segala yang penting2, yang remeh2, and everything in between. Janji mengurangi kadar ignorance. Dan berjanji untuk menerapkan “Sharing is Caring”

MANZE girin MANZE!

Hatachi. Hatachi. Hatachi. Hatachi. Atashi. Atashi. Hatachi FURISODATION. <3

In special day like this, I would like to say THANK YOU from my heart
Though I’m always shy, this is the important day, just once in my life
Is a bitter part of chocolate is adult? or a child?
I want to dream forever with these rhythms

Thank you for having met all of you!
I’ve experienced many wonderful things
I’ll never forget this excitement this year and next year
I’ll put on candles’ night for you who is always in love just like the sour thing in short cakes

When I become an adult, am I happy ?
When I become an adult am I sad ?
What will I do ?
What can I do ? Can’t I do them except now ?

PS1 : sengaja kebalik, kok. thus you need to tilt your head. or your pc :P peres.
PS2 : anak2 ini keponya keterlaluan. sadisnya gak ketulungan. tapi kadang2 cek maniseeeeee (” _ _)
PS3: aku laper.

yang teralay dari yang teralay. terima kasih, ala ala yang paling alay. kalian alaaaaaaaaaay!!!!! ♥